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[Jul. 9th, 2007|12:45 am] |
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I haven't written in this thing since the fall. and i look over at it often, and i consider updating.
I reread all of my old enteries today, and the livejournal I had before this one. Sometimes I think I start new livejournals to start over again, but then I read them all back over, and see how little I've changed, how little the world has changed, and I suddenly wonder what I was expecting.
However, my life is drastically different than it was when I started this journal. Different in ways I could have never imagined. It makes me wonder where its going next.... |
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[Oct. 29th, 2006|07:10 pm] |
| 45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someone | | whats your name spelt backwards?: | ztiwobeL hteB ylimE | | What did you do last night?: | halloween partyyyy | | The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: | reggaton music | | Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: | uhm, can't say i have | | Last time you swam in a pool?: | haha. this morning. i LIVE in a pool | | What are you wearing?: | black yoga pants, nysc shirt, blue sweatshirt | | How many cars have you owned?: | none technically, mommy owns mine | | Type of music you dislike most?: | rap | | Are you registered to vote?: | yes! | | Do you have cable?: | yeah. its my late-night hero | | What kind of computer do you use?: | dell laptop | | Ever made a prank phone call?: | not in years | | You like anyone right now?: | nah, sorta, eh. | | Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: | no way jose! I like my feet on the ground. | | Furthest place you ever traveled?: | eretz yisrael | | What's your favorite comic strip?: | calvin and hobbes | | Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: | i haven't sung it in forever.. probably | | Shower, morning or night?: | right after the pool- so, constantly | | Best movie you've seen in the past month?: | hmm... | | Favorite pizza toppings?: | broccoli! | | Chips or popcorn?: | cheesy popcorn | | What cell phone provider do you have?: | verizon. | | Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: | uhm. what? | | Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: | haha. thats funny. | | Orange Juice or apple?: | depends on my mood | | Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: | steph and laura and david at work | | favorite chocolate bar?: | snickers | | Who is your longest friend and how long?: | erica- 14 years mj- 10 years | | Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: | last week. yay farmers markets | | Have you ever won a trophy?: | softball! | | Favorite arcade game?: | pacmannnn | | Ever ordered from an infomercial?: | hahah. no | | Sprite or 7-UP?: | sprite zero | | Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: | school- no, but yes at starbucks, and new york sports club | | Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: | awww walgreens. we dont have that here.. i don't remember- it was last may! | | Ever thrown up in public?: | yeah, when i was younger. gross | | Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: | | | Do you believe in love at first sight?: | yes | | SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: | spongebob- but thats because i have the theme in hebrew | | Did you have long hair as a young kid?: | yeah. and again until september | | What message is on your voicemail machine?: | i think it says "leave one" its mad old, i don't remeber | | Where would you like to go right now?: | everywhere. | | Whats the name of your pet?: | garcia | | What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?: | jansport- bathing suits, flip flops, work shite | | What do you think about most?: | guys, clark, future, nyac (unfortunately!) | Take this survey | Find more surveys
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[Oct. 20th, 2006|01:15 am] |
A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y
Body: A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y
1. Do you like anyone?: yes
2. Do they know it? no
3. Simple or complicated? complicated
IN - T H E - L A S T - 2 4 H O U R S - H A V E - Y O U
4. Had sex: no
5. Bought something: yeah
6. Gotten sick?: yeah
7. Been hugged?: yeah
8. Felt stupid?: yeah
9. Talked to an ex: no
10. Missed someone: yes
11. Failed a test: nope i didn't have to take mine
13. Danced: no =( =( not allowed again
14. Gotten your hair cut?: nope
15. Lied: nope
U N I Q U E
16. Nervous habits?: pulling on my ears, playing with my jewelry
17. Are you double jointed?: toes
18. Can you roll your tongue?: yes
19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: not that talented
20. Can you cross your eyes?: yeah
21. Do you make your bed daily?: no..i wish
22. Do you think you are unique?: eh
H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S
23. Said "I Love you": yep
24. Given money to a homeless person: yeah
25. Smoked?: yes
26. Waited all night for a phone call?: yes
27. Snuck out?: yeah
28. Sat and looked at the stars?: yes
M A N N E R S
29. Do you swear/curse?: yes
30. Do you ever spit?: no
31. You cook your own food?: yes
32. You do your own chores?: yes
33. You like beef jerky?: ewwww grosssss
35. You're happy with your life?: yeah
36. You own a dog?: at my dads
37. You spend your money wisely?: nopeeee
38. Do you like to swim?: i. work. in. a. pool.
39. When you get bored do you call a friend: I'm always on the phone. we're attached.
D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S
41. Flowers or angels?: flowers
42. Gray or black?: black
43. Color or black and white photos?: black and white
44. Lust or love?: love
45. Sunrise or sunset?: sunset, though ive seen many of each
46. M&Ms or Skittles?: depends on my mood
48. Staying up late or waking up early?: staying up late, though ive become a morning person
49. Being hot or cold?: hot
50. Winter or Fall?: fall
51. Left or right?: right
52. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?: 2 best friends
53. Sunshine or rain?: sunshine....though depends on my mood
more have you evers
Sleep in a bed of the opposite sex?: yep
Hooked up in the woods?: yep..oh high school
Drank a bottle of alcohol by yourself?: yes
Hooked up in the shower?: yes
Been Dumped?: yeah
Stolen money from a friend?: no
Slept naked?: yeah
Been in a fist fight?: yeah
Snuck out of your house?: yeah
Had a crush on a teacher?: yes
Seen someone die?: no
Been on an airplane? yes
Slept all day?: yes
Missed someone so much it hurt?: yes
Fallen asleep during school? yes
Been lonely?: yes
Cheated in a game? yes
Been to the ER?: no
Been in a car accident?: yes
Had detention?: yes
Missed your first love?: yes
Cried yourself to sleep?: yes
Sung in the shower?: yes
Kissed a complete stranger?: yes
Laughed so hard you cried?: yea
Cheated on a bf/gf?: nope
Regretted hurting someone?: yes
Regretted loving someone?: yes
Been SUPER happy?: yeah, usually when i'm drunk |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2006|07:26 pm] |
1.where were you an hour ago?
on my couch. sick =(
2. Who will be your next kiss?
Not quite sure of that one. I have a few people in mind though...
3. What is the largest amount of money you spent in one store?
lately or ever? I guess ever was my car. but recently, the nike store.
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Who do you think I am? Of course there is. the sweatshirt on the back of my chair, a skirt on my floor, my ipod... the list goes on. hah
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
wednesday morning
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
nah
8. When was the last time you went out of town?
If you count Nyack- Saturday. If not, Worcester a few weeks ago. (ps. lys you should have mail)
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
nope. but I've watched them from my couch haha
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
tea
12.What are you wearing right now?
my ohio state sweats, black 3/4 length shirt and the usual jewelry
13. have you been in a car wash?
not in foreevvveeerrrrr
14. Last fast food you ate?
My boss and I went for McDonalds... beginning of September? Wow. Time's FLYING.
15. Where were you last week on Saturday?
you expect me to remember? Temple. Then, my house. Then in search of dinner with people, then out. . . somewhere. haha.
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
Yeah. Editors pants from Limited for the open house at work
17.When was the last time you went running?
Thursday.
18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
As in organized sporting event? Basketball league at the gym thursday. But I see pickup games and people working out constantly..
19. What is your favorite class?
Jewish American Lit
20. Your dream vacation?
Back to Israel? I just wanna see the world.
21. Last persons house you were at
Sara's, Saturday night.
22. How old are your parents?
My mom's 54,my dad's 50, shelly's 48
23. Are you in love?
sigh.
24. Do you miss anyone?
very much so
25. Last play you saw?
Wow. I don't remember. Thats so weird for me. Did I not see anything this summer?
27. What are your plans for tonight?
Break-fast with my neighbors, then back for homework, laundry and sleeping off being sick
28. Who is the last person you sent a comment to on myspace?
uuuuuhhh
29. What's your favorite, Chinese food or tacos?
chinese.
30. Ever go to camp?
oh yeah. Day camp foreverrrr. and yearbook camp once. for a week. ugh.
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
Sometimes
32. What do you want to know about the future?
When I graduate, Where I'll live in a year
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
Clinique Happy Heart
34. Are you hungry?
Nope.
35. Where is/are your best friend(s) located?
All over. New Hampshire, Michigan, Worcester, Westchester.....
36. Who is/are your best friend(s)?
Are we in middle school?
37. Do you have a tan?
A funny one from my black speedo...(from the indoor pool. I kid you not)
38. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
ahhhh. kids. ahhh.
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
When I got the civic last year.
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
yeah.
43. How do you like your drinks?
Depends on my mood
44. Do you like hot sauce?
ewwwwwwwwwwwww
45. Last time you took a shower?
yesterday
46. Do you need to do laundry?
badly.
47. What is your age?
21
48. Are you someones best friend?
yes
49. Are you rich?
I wish. |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2006|08:43 pm] |
So...
I've started telling people, but I don't know who knows and who doesn't anymore-- I'm not going back to Clark in the fall.
I don't wanna go into why I'm not, but regardless, I was putting it off for a while, and I had to decided to tell people someday. I know this isn't eloquent or profound, I'm in the middle of trying to sort it all out, but I figured once some people knew, it would get to all my friends, and i didn't want that to happen before I told people myself. |
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[Jul. 12th, 2006|11:44 pm] |
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i like smoking hookah in the rain :) |
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[Jul. 12th, 2006|10:41 am] |
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. |
✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (im never home....) |
✓ I own lots of books. |
| × I wear glasses or contact lenses. (i SHOULD wear glasses...) |
✓ I love to play video games. |
✓ I've tried marijuana. |
| ✓ I've watched porn movies. (they're funny drunk) |
✓ I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (only once...) |
✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. |
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. |
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
( it goes on... ) |
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[Jul. 6th, 2006|01:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | ataris- in this diary | ] |
everything's falling into place right now, and i seriously couldn't be happier. |
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[Jul. 5th, 2006|12:34 am] |
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today was the perfect summer day :) |
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[Jun. 29th, 2006|05:53 pm] |
clark university and i are in a huge fight at the moment.
there's no hebrew 105 in the fall.
i only have three classes i need, yet i need eight units or whatever.
read- im paying 700ish for art classes, which is pointless for me.
this is not okay, and needs to be fixed. at least with hebrew, i felt like i'd only be taking three classes that don't matter. now it may be five? this could be a hassle... |
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[Jun. 9th, 2006|01:20 am] |
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| |  silly | ] |
| [ | music |
| | even sh'siyah | ] |
my stereo is static-y
however we have learned that if one (or just my brother maybe?) puts their hands/body/legs near it, the static goes away.
when the body part is removed, it returns.
strange. |
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[Jun. 7th, 2006|02:50 pm] |
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there's a fire at the high school.
i got to leave work early to get my brother at the orthodontist because his car is stuck at the school due to fire engines.
we're making smoothies because his mouth is full of metal.
it probably hurts lots.
this reminds me of cozy snow days with early dismissals.
:) |
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[May. 21st, 2006|09:24 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | shakira, making mixes for my car!! | ] |
coming home to find a special package on my bed from an amazing friend was the perfect completion to this fabulous weekend.
i did something this weekend i had never believed i could do, and at the moment, i'm really really okay with it. i never thought this would happen. |
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[May. 13th, 2006|03:07 am] |
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and i won't wait for you forever while you run around like jfk. |
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[May. 8th, 2006|01:01 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Stars | ] |
one final stands between me and the end of my junior year.
weird.
I'm not ready for this year to be over. |
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| Sarah tagged me, so I must play... |
[May. 6th, 2006|03:14 am] |
Once you are tagged you MUST write a blog about your 6 weird habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names.
1. When I'm bored or fidgety etcetera and not wearing shoes, i turn my feet in towards eachother, because i think its really strange that I can do this.
2. I need noise to fall asleep, and haven't been able really to sleep in silence since I w as eight or nine. I switch between television and music, and if its music, i've been falling asleep to the same cd since i was in high school.
3. I clean and do laundry when I'm stressed out.
4. When I get up I check my email,livejournal and facebook in that order, everyday.
5. I hate hate hate dirty dishes and often have to do them if I know they're in my sink.
6. Sometimes I answer people in hebrew instead of english, sometimes, I also dream in hebrew.
Emma, Annie, Kesem, Leora, and Audrey-- Tag, you're it! |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2006|05:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dance mix- tiny dancer at the moment | ] |
I've been sitting here looking at this blank screen for a while trying to figure out how to verbalize how I feel. Was spree day really only a week ago? Are there really only a week of classes left?
This year's dance show is now over. Its always so crazy that we work so hard for so long, and then the show just flashes by. I know already that the dance dvd will be watched often this summer, and shown off.. I'm just so proud of us!
Last night after the show, when the curtains closed we all just kinda plopped down holding eachother, crying over the beautiful seniors. This didn't happen last year, and up until this semester, I didn't think it would happen this year. But this year is something special. I don't know when Variant became this close, but its amazing. To know I have a place with so many girls (and a Jesse) that love eachother so much has changed me so much. Starting this year, I expected Variant to be like it has for the other two years, fun and dancey, and friendly. I hadn't imagined we'd be insepearable. I always figured if we all spent that much more time together out of dance, we'd get dramaish. I think we're the only 20ish people that don't. I love that we're so close, that last night could only end when we knew we'd see eachother today.
I can't imagine Clark without my beautiful Variant seniors. I don't know dance without them. I'm not ready for them to not be here. The same goes for my roommates, and all my other senior friends. I can't believe I have a year left at Clark- where did it all go? Can this weekend just last forever?
Variant, you've kept me sane. You kids have gotten me though some of the hardest days I've had at clark, and have the insane ability to change my mood and my day within a few short hours. When people yesterday on tours were asking me why I love Clark, and what my favorite part is, I can't not smile and say that its you all. I can't even begin to put into words how much I love all of you and how much you all mean to me and how much you've all changed me so much this year.
I'm telling myself that we will all see eachother all summer long, and that chicago isn't that far away, and that nothing can ever change how much we all love eachother. <3. |
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[Apr. 22nd, 2006|02:01 am] |
What time is it? 2:16am
-What exactly are you wearing right now? Ohio State sweats, ducky shorts under, tank top, jon's ramah sweatshirt
-What is your current problem? Not going there
-What makes you most happy? dance, sunshine, music, people
-If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be? oy.
-Ever have a near death experience? Yeah.. cars plus driveways plus slipping out of gear, plus matt and i minus parents.
-Name an obvious quality you have? I'm very outgoing
-What's the name of the song that you're listening to? I have boy bands in my head
-Any celeb you would marry? Jonny depp
-Have someone with the same birthday as you?
tori amos, jeff stinco, howie from backstreet boys
-Do you have a crush on someone?
lets not go there.
-What do you usually order at Starbucks?
my roommate makes me an iced venti coffee with two shots of espresso, a little skim milk and two splendas. its perfect. (but only when she does it.. hehe)... if not... an iced latte...depends...
-Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
no
-Are you comfortable with your height?
yah
-Do you speak any other languages?
I Wish I was fluent in hebrew....
-What magazines do you read?
cosmo, glamour, dance, people, marie claire....
-Have you ever ridden in a Hummer limo??
nope
-Has anyone you're really close with you passed away?
yes
-Do you ever watch MTV?
once in a while...
-What's something that really bugs you?
don't get me started. maybe whisteling.. don't know why.
Chapter 1: you
Initials: ebl
Current location: worcester
Hair length: medium
Eye color: brown
Chapter 2: The Background..
Do you live with your parents: in summers
do you get along with your parents: yes!
Are your parents married/separated/divorced?: divorced
Do you have any siblings?: 1 Younger brother-- Matt. He's cool
What pets do you have?: a puppy!!
Chapter 3: Favorites.
Ice cream flavor: mocha chip
Clothing brand: ... ahhh so many
Shampoo/conditioner: pantine pro-v/herbal essences
Chapter 4: Do You...
Sing in the shower: ALWAYS
Write memos on your hand?: sometimes, when I don't need to give tours
Call people back?: yes
Believe in love: .... depends on the day
Sleep on a certain side of the bed?: yeah
Wear glasses or contacts?: yeah
Have any bad habits: yes.
Chapter 5: Have You Ever...
Gone skinny dipping?: sorta
Worn braces?: nope
Broken a bone? oh yeah
Had stitches: no
Shoplifted?: ..
Gone scuba diving?: no but i wanna
Been stung by a jellyfish?: no
Been stung by a bee?: yes.. terrrrrrible
Thrown up in a restaurant?: no
Been to overnight camp?: nope!
Sworn in front of your parents?: yes, constantly
Had detention?: yeah
Been sent to the principal's office?: no
Chaper 6: Who/What was the last...
Person to IM you?: Mali
What did you say?: "ahhhhhh"
Person to call you?: Audrey
Person you hugged?: Caroline
Person you tackled? dunno...
Thing you touched?: Obviously I am touching my keyboard to have to typpe this answer to this dumb fucking question. <-love that answer
Thing you said: sleep sweetly
Thing you ate?: goldfish
Thing you drank?: grape juice |
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[Apr. 16th, 2006|03:58 am] |
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matzah and cheese is the summary of tonight. |
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| sunshine on my shoulders makes me happy |
[Apr. 12th, 2006|01:34 am] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | Kesem's mix | ] |
Today was good.
+registering for classes
+new mix Kesem made for me, which was fun to wake up to
+Sperbs bringing me iced coffee to class
+skirts!
+Havin' the time to stop and chat with the lovely Marissa in the Bistro
+time to relax, and watch the Gilmore I've been missing
+tour guiding (didn't give a tour, but admissions was fun)
+free time! to chat with Liz, grab coffee with Karen, and talk on the phone to Audrey and Becky <3 <3 <3 How many more days!?!? (too many!)
+dinner with Mali and Lys
+HOUSING! MAYWOOD 207!!! Wahoooo. And I have the room rightttt above Emma and Laura :)
+Dance
+Havin' an AMAZING conversation with Scott at Scarlet tonight. Amazing. Much needed. So good.
+seeing the family tomorrow for the first time since January! And seeing all my extended family, too!
(and maybe friends while I'm home-- Leora... *cough*cough*)
love days like today. love love love them. |
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